*~loneliness attacked?~*

Passed today in tired mode.. Nothing special instead of some question in mind make me not so happy for what is happening around. i guess u guys will get some idea if read my msn private message posted this evening, haha..

"Clowns are comical performers, stereotypically characterized by their grotesque appearance,who entertain spectators by acting " Sometime i think we just live ourself as the clown.. No ppl will know actually what is hidden behind the smile of the clown. The job of the clown is just to cheers all the ppl around him, give hapiness to them..

Ever asked urself this kind of question? Are we born to be clown in front of your friends, parents and etc? Come on... Why cant we sharing what we think are right instead of being "both face" human?

If friendship really make me unhappy, i rather choose to be alone and closed myself.. Really get so fake and tired of this kind of thing.. I just wan a peaceful life, cant i?


song quoted : westlife - home --> perhaps i'm tired already? =)

Work, as if you dont need money
Love, as if nobody has hurt you
Dance, as if nobody was watching you
Sing, as if nobody was listening
Live, as if this was paradise on earth

Talk easy, but actually how many ppl did it?

ßibi