Once again... fall sick.. recently kuching have disease i guess? Every family theres someone that fall sick.. :(so dear my friends, please take care yourself properly? I'll be back soon!

(sick)ßibi

*~earth hour~*

Tonite is quite excited and happy at first,everyone is sharing a topic that "close the light"..i thought kuching ppl is very aware and try their best to participate in this campaign, even the newspaper also report this hot issue today.. But when the time is reach, i was quite down for what i saw as i'm going out dinner with mummy.. We keep on searching which part of kuching city will turned into darkness but UNFORTUNATELY, i guess the town area most of the government building, private building & residential area's light were still on, i guess only very seldom parties show their care to mother earth. While drink with buddies, i heard more terrible story from them. He say his Neighbour do closed down all the light, but still switch on his air-cond.. omg.. =.= almost fainted.. really speechless~ damn...

Action instead of talk? :(((

ßibi-totally disappointed

*~untitled~*

i guess so long dont have time to update my blog, keke~ today just busy myself with the work around.. =.=i guess recently a bit out of concerntration in work, everyday 8am already start to count left how many hours to go lunch, and after lunch start to count how many hours to go home.. >.< izzit terrible? or u guys also same like me? :)But i prefer in busy mode as time will past so fast instead of u sitting there and started to count minutes by minutes, hours by hours... OMG, its really gona to make me crazy... Well, today get another "spinach" from xiao chan, i told her i wan susu pump but she say thats for kids. -.-anything la, "bo fish shrimp also can" - translated from hokkien words, keke~

:Pthis time not honeystar but "snowwhite", so no ppl will say me is seikia already,lalala~


Btw Thanks xiao chan~ ^^ ask miss tan faster a bit prepare our contract to sign, muahahahahahaha...i think i should end now as my flu make me so sleepy, a bit in blur condition and don know what i write also, good nite all~ ;)

ßibi

*~主题曲~*

每个人心中，都有属于自己的主题曲。曾经何时，那些主题曲陪着我们走过风风雨雨，渡过无数寂寞的夜晚。尤其是夜静入深的时候，听着曲曲动听的歌，不尽有所感触。听过一位朋友说过，只要听着那首让他回忆深刻的歌，眼泪就无法控制似的流出来。究竟是歌曲的魔力，还是歌曲钩起了了回忆? 原来，人在悲哀或是开心时聆听的歌无形当中已经很深刻的把歌曲记了下来，即使在往日没在听着，经过岁月的折磨，只要歌曲一播放，仿佛又把我们拉回当时的情景。无管怎样，悲喜交接的心情，总让人觉得很无奈。也许人到了下个阶段，听回属于自己的主题曲，所得又是不一样的感触。你，有属于自己的主题曲吗?

song quoted:罗志祥-我不会唱歌

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的 感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂 拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着 就能感受你比我难过
谁写的 歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么 明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的 感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂 拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着 就能感受你比我难过
谁写的 歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么 明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我


我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的

ßibi

*~From this moment on~*

I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrow, for better or worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Theres millions "if" in our mind..if i can found my true love oneday, sure i'll play piano and sing this song for her...

ßibi :)

*~我的梦~*

好久没回来了，最近有点忙，所以抽不出时间来写部落格。其实之前就傻坐在电脑前，绞尽脑汁想该些什么。。-__-真伤脑筋阿~直到一受歌的播放，灵感又出现了，神奇吧? :)不如就跟大家分享一个邂逅的故事吧。。

第一次的见面，你的声音真实的打进我的心里。我带着好奇的心想要碰你，而你却很不友善的用你的声音表示你对我的不欢迎。如果不是因为自己硬着头皮，我想。。今天也不会能有这么如此近距离的接触~还记得小时刚学习的日子，我根本就无法跟着传统钢琴的步伐，只能永远停留在初级者的阶段。然而，我依然坚持，初初还是碰壁。可渐渐的，我开始默默观察他们的手势，用心听取每个歌曲的弦，再加紧练习。。我发觉，原来我跟它，拉近距离了~我开始慢慢的了解它，它也帮我解了不少忧。我们就变成好朋友，一有时间大家就
在一起。我把我的精神放在你身上，你也用你美妙的声音回报我。。。。。。



“每个人都应该有个梦，梦是让我们在现实中往前的一股力量”

这句话，是从一部旧电影看来的。听着播放的这首个，我想起我的梦。曾经何时，我告诉过一个朋友。。。。。有一天，我要你在繁忙的街道上，看着我用钢琴弹唱着这首歌。路人都因这首歌而停下脚步，时间缓间也停住了。。。

song quoted:我的未来不是梦

你是不是像我在太阳下低头
流着汗水默默辛苦的工作
你是不是像我就算受了冷漠
也不放弃自己想要的生活
你是不是像我整天忙着追求
追求一种意想不到的温柔
你是不是像我曾经茫然失措
一次一次徘徊在十字街头
因为我不在乎
别人怎么说
我从来没有忘记我
对自己的承诺
对爱的执着
我知道我的未来不是梦
我认真的过每一分钟
我的未来不是梦
我的心跟着希望在动
跟着希望在动


梦归梦，现实还是得继续前进。。。:)你又有个怎样的梦呢?

ßibi-我的未来,也许不是梦?呵呵!

*~loneliness attacked?~*

Passed today in tired mode.. Nothing special instead of some question in mind make me not so happy for what is happening around. i guess u guys will get some idea if read my msn private message posted this evening, haha..

"Clowns are comical performers, stereotypically characterized by their grotesque appearance,who entertain spectators by acting " Sometime i think we just live ourself as the clown.. No ppl will know actually what is hidden behind the smile of the clown. The job of the clown is just to cheers all the ppl around him, give hapiness to them..

Ever asked urself this kind of question? Are we born to be clown in front of your friends, parents and etc? Come on... Why cant we sharing what we think are right instead of being "both face" human?

If friendship really make me unhappy, i rather choose to be alone and closed myself.. Really get so fake and tired of this kind of thing.. I just wan a peaceful life, cant i?


song quoted : westlife - home --> perhaps i'm tired already? =)

Work, as if you dont need money
Love, as if nobody has hurt you
Dance, as if nobody was watching you
Sing, as if nobody was listening
Live, as if this was paradise on earth

Talk easy, but actually how many ppl did it?

ßibi

*~倒带~*

Cant believe i can passed today so smoothly, although just a bit sleepy plus someone kek me that she no need to work on today.. :@ really bad ah....snap it on last saturday, :( sorry for the bad camera.. i only manage to take it on traffic light with my handphone hp.... I guess no words cant describe the feeling and how beautiful it is during i see this nice scene? ^^"

song quoted for today:
我受够了等待你所谓的安排
到底多久多久才来
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来
我想依赖却你都不在
应该开心的地带
你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我想你应该明白却一直都进不来
你说给我的伤害我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来
说的未来到底多久才来
过去怎么安排你该给的信赖
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
看我脸上的苍白看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带
只是感觉已经不在
过去你给的期待被我一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
喔...
终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
离开...
啦啦...
告别从前的爱
求我别离开

ßibi (哥罗面养大的孩子)~ hehe

*~孤单 = ?~*

曾经何时，自己多怕寂寞的袭击。。尽量把自己的活动排得满满，誓要把自己搞垮。逃避不是解脱，而是在欺骗自己。不知何时，自己已经习惯一个人生活。有时，就只想一个人。把手机转接到无服务的号码，来个睡到天昏地暗，谁也无法叫醒我。有时，我喜欢不说话，静静的观看四周一切。记得一个朋友对我说，“这样下去不是办法，你总该过些正常的生活”。自小到成长，我还不是一个人过，有差吗?所有的喜怒哀乐，也只和妈咪分享。不过也不是每件事，况且我不是很懂怎样和人沟通。也许是命运弄人，让我尝试有过两个人的生活，有人会关心，寂寞也有人陪，不过也只不过是暂时的。

原来，我又回到了原点。。。。

song quoted:
呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

ßibi (寻找下个一个人的终点)