*~Raining day~*

Its just a moody day for me, just like the weather today, raining all the time... Maybe is because of not enough sleep as today wake up by mummy without open my eyes. Really wish to sleep back again, sigh~ I dont know what happen on me, but just have that kind of mood.. Kns~ Really dont like this kind of feeling.. So today just passed my working day by busy some works.. Even though reach lunch hour, but dont feel wanna eat lunch.. haha,mummy yan still say is because she dint acc me, -.-! Nothing special happen, just a normal day only.. WELL! tonite gona go exercise "发泄" again~ i just like the feeling.. Some friends asked me, are u a superman or what? What i can say is, i really like the feeling after work hard on sport.. Although tired but its great feeling! =X this is not call "bian tai" ho! Ekherm~ I guess i stop here? dont know what i write also, haha! I'LL BE BACK!

ßibi

*~坏脾气~*

Another raining nite again, its really makes ppl's mood become blue and moody. The recent topic we discuss at office is regarding the temper of each and how they gona handle it with different method. Its make me remind back a story heard from radio, lets us have some sharing by chinese? :) heres the story go, (something like that):
"A先生是个脾气坏到极限的人,当他发脾气时可以管你三七二十一的破口大骂,完全不理会别人的感受.某一天,B先生见状,便授于他一个舒解压力,脾气的办法.每当很气很气时,就把一枚钉子钉在木梁上.于是时日久了,A先生的脾气也渐渐受到控制..看见满满钉子的木梁,他一个个把它们拔开,唯独却看见木梁百孔千穿..我们生气,发脾气的时侯所说的话,就像一枚钉子钉在心上,无形当中被我们伤害的人,心就像木梁,百孔千穿~ "

Heres the story end.. no flame ya, just for sharing only.. :) have a nice day~

ßibi

*~rainny nite~*

This morning dont know why have such a weird feeling, just like something will happen, but i cant predict it.. While i reach office, theres some small gift gave by collegues who go back from travelling.. Let me have a some SS~

The cute candy is give by Wannie and the bear keychain is by ah Zhu~ :Phave the feel of christmas right? muahahaha.. so sayang i dont like to eat candy, i guess gona put at drawer until the ants move it.. XD


Meanwhile, today received a shock news.. Mummy yan's doggie past away in the accident due by some careless driver.. DAMN! i just know that something must be gona happened.. haiz, is good if i can predict? then there should be nothing gona happen? But thats not gona be true.. Just hope she can be strong for losing her lovely puppy..

i wish i could do anything that helps, perhaps left her alone? i guess tonite will be a long rainy nite.. BEEBEE, 一路走好....Dont be naughty again yea,later mummy worry about u again~ take care...

P/S: Eventhough just a thing that happened to animal, but i do hope all my friends take this moment, make your mind set, appreciate every single moment with the 1 u love; family, friends or lover... We dont even know what will happen tomorrow~

ßibi

*~WEEkenD~*

A rainy day~ as usual, i just spent most of my weekend sleeping, i really afraid i'll become a pig.. But what can i do, i just oweys feel so tired and wan to sleep, is that a sign of i gona get @&*#&^@? :)really dont have idea about it... Well tonite plan to go for basketball but who know, raining until we have to cancel our plan. So i just stay home play starcraft with mummy yan. Wa~ =.= just a game, then we can know how horrible and "bian tai" is a girl.. If there is a machine to test it, i bet the machine gona boom and broke down, Muahahahah~ SO guys, dont simply hurt a girl or else u'll feel the "power of love" THen just after we finish the game, my mum back and shout that shes so hungry~ what to do, acc her go out supper, keep fit plan fail once again, next week have to work hard on exercise lo, thats the reward, SIGH~ As usual~ just go to my favourite place, 3rd miles to eat "gu bat mee"~ walao eh, so long dint eat that beef noodles, still damn nice!

Wee~ Draw your attention or not? Come on~ Dont just place ur butt for so long.. Go have a try~ ^^ 3rd mile pasar upstair~ Rm 4.00 only!


While back met tiok mummy yan again~ kns.. Got fate oh~ Are we from bian tai family? i guess.... NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!~ is you only, dont count me ho.. But mayb we can created a group "Kuching Happy 3 Friends"? =X better dont think about it!
I guess heres come to the end of my weekend~ Try to blog while i can.. Who know 1 day "go back china" early? Remember come early to drink 2 cups yea~ CHoi choi Choi! Good nite all friends.. :)

<3~
ßibi

*~Untitled~*

Well~ its another weekend again, feel so long dint updated my blog, so log in and tried to see either anything to post with, but till now my brain still blank~ OMG~ how come this will happen~ kns! :@ mummy yan ask me to put as untitled, mayb i can take this moment, this small space to talk everything i like to talk? :( what i can say, recently really getting tired of everything, am i growing older already? i FEEL SO fake to everyone... Theres many things i wish i could tell someone, BUT... that would be impossible.. I dont foreseem myself have any bright future/happy life if the situation just going like that.. WHY i cant just like others boys that same age with me, passed their life without any worries? Theres many "WHYS" keep on repeating in my brain, until now i nearly cant withstand with those stupid questions~ I'm TIRED with all those thing,I wish i could gain a long nap, that can make me feel refreshing.. I guess i'll become more and more speechless... The more i see, the more i disappointed with. WHAT can i do~ TELL ME~

ßibi

*~你曾经真正快乐过吗~*

"人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然後才後悔着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着"

Recently de me~ Just after cut my hair

Did i ever happy before? :)




Good nite all~
ßibi

*~最近还好吗~*

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发


有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

ßibi

*~不要对我再说爱~*

太多爱不明不白
我还在 分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白 怎么笑着走出来

不要对我再说爱
你回来 可是过去再也回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在 秋千上摇摆

太多人不明不白
我不想 重新开始后
还想着原来
太多人不必等待
我不能 给你确定的未来

不要对我再说爱
你回来 可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在 秋千上来回摇摆

不要对我再说爱
我坦白 一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕 我们再受到伤害

不要对我再说爱
你回来 可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
就让我 一个人静静摇摆

一段爱 从不明白到明白
我的眼泪才慢慢流出来

ßibi

*~monday~*

Another boring monday night, after playing basketball then we decided to heading towards chicago 7 to having our drinks due to so long dint go there... Just chit-chat about our life n seem like chicago 7 is already beem decorated with many christmas decorative! Only manage to take 2 photo.. haha~

santa claus is COMING TO TOWN~! WEE~ :P


SOME decorative light~ :) not bad..


well this year christmas just going k.l with ah "ding" them.. :)count down 22 more days~! will take some photo to post here if i'm too free, haha~ SO, lets welcome the incoming christmas n happy new year!

ßibi