*~Raining day~*

Its just a moody day for me, just like the weather today, raining all the time... Maybe is because of not enough sleep as today wake up by mummy without open my eyes. Really wish to sleep back again, sigh~ I dont know what happen on me, but just have that kind of mood.. Kns~ Really dont like this kind of feeling.. So today just passed my working day by busy some works.. Even though reach lunch hour, but dont feel wanna eat lunch.. haha,mummy yan still say is because she dint acc me, -.-! Nothing special happen, just a normal day only.. WELL! tonite gona go exercise "发泄" again~ i just like the feeling.. Some friends asked me, are u a superman or what? What i can say is, i really like the feeling after work hard on sport.. Although tired but its great feeling! =X this is not call "bian tai" ho! Ekherm~ I guess i stop here? dont know what i write also, haha! I'LL BE BACK!

ßibi

*~坏脾气~*

Another raining nite again, its really makes ppl's mood become blue and moody. The recent topic we discuss at office is regarding the temper of each and how they gona handle it with different method. Its make me remind back a story heard from radio, lets us have some sharing by chinese? :) heres the story go, (something like that):
"A先生是个脾气坏到极限的人,当他发脾气时可以管你三七二十一的破口大骂,完全不理会别人的感受.某一天,B先生见状,便授于他一个舒解压力,脾气的办法.每当很气很气时,就把一枚钉子钉在木梁上.于是时日久了,A先生的脾气也渐渐受到控制..看见满满钉子的木梁,他一个个把它们拔开,唯独却看见木梁百孔千穿..我们生气,发脾气的时侯所说的话,就像一枚钉子钉在心上,无形当中被我们伤害的人,心就像木梁,百孔千穿~ "

Heres the story end.. no flame ya, just for sharing only.. :) have a nice day~

ßibi

*~rainny nite~*

This morning dont know why have such a weird feeling, just like something will happen, but i cant predict it.. While i reach office, theres some small gift gave by collegues who go back from travelling.. Let me have a some SS~

The cute candy is give by Wannie and the bear keychain is by ah Zhu~ :Phave the feel of christmas right? muahahaha.. so sayang i dont like to eat candy, i guess gona put at drawer until the ants move it.. XD


Meanwhile, today received a shock news.. Mummy yan's doggie past away in the accident due by some careless driver.. DAMN! i just know that something must be gona happened.. haiz, is good if i can predict? then there should be nothing gona happen? But thats not gona be true.. Just hope she can be strong for losing her lovely puppy..

i wish i could do anything that helps, perhaps left her alone? i guess tonite will be a long rainy nite.. BEEBEE, 一路走好....Dont be naughty again yea,later mummy worry about u again~ take care...

P/S: Eventhough just a thing that happened to animal, but i do hope all my friends take this moment, make your mind set, appreciate every single moment with the 1 u love; family, friends or lover... We dont even know what will happen tomorrow~

ßibi

*~WEEkenD~*

A rainy day~ as usual, i just spent most of my weekend sleeping, i really afraid i'll become a pig.. But what can i do, i just oweys feel so tired and wan to sleep, is that a sign of i gona get @&*#&^@? :)really dont have idea about it... Well tonite plan to go for basketball but who know, raining until we have to cancel our plan. So i just stay home play starcraft with mummy yan. Wa~ =.= just a game, then we can know how horrible and "bian tai" is a girl.. If there is a machine to test it, i bet the machine gona boom and broke down, Muahahahah~ SO guys, dont simply hurt a girl or else u'll feel the "power of love" THen just after we finish the game, my mum back and shout that shes so hungry~ what to do, acc her go out supper, keep fit plan fail once again, next week have to work hard on exercise lo, thats the reward, SIGH~ As usual~ just go to my favourite place, 3rd miles to eat "gu bat mee"~ walao eh, so long dint eat that beef noodles, still damn nice!

Wee~ Draw your attention or not? Come on~ Dont just place ur butt for so long.. Go have a try~ ^^ 3rd mile pasar upstair~ Rm 4.00 only!


While back met tiok mummy yan again~ kns.. Got fate oh~ Are we from bian tai family? i guess.... NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!~ is you only, dont count me ho.. But mayb we can created a group "Kuching Happy 3 Friends"? =X better dont think about it!
I guess heres come to the end of my weekend~ Try to blog while i can.. Who know 1 day "go back china" early? Remember come early to drink 2 cups yea~ CHoi choi Choi! Good nite all friends.. :)

<3~
ßibi

*~Untitled~*

Well~ its another weekend again, feel so long dint updated my blog, so log in and tried to see either anything to post with, but till now my brain still blank~ OMG~ how come this will happen~ kns! :@ mummy yan ask me to put as untitled, mayb i can take this moment, this small space to talk everything i like to talk? :( what i can say, recently really getting tired of everything, am i growing older already? i FEEL SO fake to everyone... Theres many things i wish i could tell someone, BUT... that would be impossible.. I dont foreseem myself have any bright future/happy life if the situation just going like that.. WHY i cant just like others boys that same age with me, passed their life without any worries? Theres many "WHYS" keep on repeating in my brain, until now i nearly cant withstand with those stupid questions~ I'm TIRED with all those thing,I wish i could gain a long nap, that can make me feel refreshing.. I guess i'll become more and more speechless... The more i see, the more i disappointed with. WHAT can i do~ TELL ME~

ßibi

*~你曾经真正快乐过吗~*

"人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然後才後悔着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着"

Recently de me~ Just after cut my hair

Did i ever happy before? :)




Good nite all~
ßibi

*~最近还好吗~*

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发


有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

ßibi

*~不要对我再说爱~*

太多爱不明不白
我还在 分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白 怎么笑着走出来

不要对我再说爱
你回来 可是过去再也回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在 秋千上摇摆

太多人不明不白
我不想 重新开始后
还想着原来
太多人不必等待
我不能 给你确定的未来

不要对我再说爱
你回来 可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在 秋千上来回摇摆

不要对我再说爱
我坦白 一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕 我们再受到伤害

不要对我再说爱
你回来 可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
就让我 一个人静静摇摆

一段爱 从不明白到明白
我的眼泪才慢慢流出来

ßibi

*~monday~*

Another boring monday night, after playing basketball then we decided to heading towards chicago 7 to having our drinks due to so long dint go there... Just chit-chat about our life n seem like chicago 7 is already beem decorated with many christmas decorative! Only manage to take 2 photo.. haha~

santa claus is COMING TO TOWN~! WEE~ :P


SOME decorative light~ :) not bad..


well this year christmas just going k.l with ah "ding" them.. :)count down 22 more days~! will take some photo to post here if i'm too free, haha~ SO, lets welcome the incoming christmas n happy new year!

ßibi

Verinice = very nice?

Well, today afternoon going for lunch.. heres are some picture to share with, is recommended but not oweys la, haha!

kueh tiaw fried big shrimps~ wee


sugarcane mixed coconut~


Total costed Rm 8.xx i guess.. =X some1 qia, thanks ya! haha~

ßibi

*~美乃滋罐子跟兩杯咖啡的故事~*

take from an email by friend~ ^^ just post here to share with u guys, hehe!

"這一天的哲學課，教授站上了講台
他卻不發一語，只是從講桌底下拿出了一個空的美乃滋瓶罐。
接著他拿出了一袋高爾夫球
他把整袋的高爾夫球塞進了美乃滋空罐裡
然 後教授就問學生同不同意這個罐子已經是滿的了
學生們當然是同意。
接著，教授又從桌子下拿出了一杯小小的鵝卵石
他慢慢地把鵝卵石往罐子倒,邊倒邊搖，
不一會兒
所有的高爾夫球間的縫隙
竟也都填滿了鵝卵石。
這時，教授又問學生同不同意
這個美乃滋罐子已經是滿了？？？
學生當然是同意。
可是，話才剛說完
教授又從講桌底下拿出了一杯細沙子
教授又用同樣的方法
邊倒邊搖的把沙子填滿了鵝卵石之間的小縫隙。
教授又問了大家同不同意
這回罐子是真正的滿了？？？
同學說應該是全滿了，沒有空間了。

想不到同學才剛答完話
教授又從講桌下拿出了兩杯咖啡來
開始徐徐地往美乃滋罐子裡倒
直到兩杯咖啡全部到進罐子裡，一滴也不剩。
倒完咖啡後
教授笑著對同學們說：
『現在的美乃滋罐子才是真正的滿了啦。』同學們也跟著笑了起來,就在整個教室的歡笑聲裡
教授說話了
你們知道我今天做這個表演，是要告訴你們什麼嗎？
我是要用這個美乃滋罐來告訴你們一個道理
一個關於我們一生的哲理。
這個美乃滋空罐就是我們的人生
高爾夫球就是我們生命中的一些大事情
例如：上帝，家庭，小孩，朋友，健康，還有你的摯愛。
生命裡沒有那些小鵝卵石或沙子是沒關係的
可是要是缺了這些大事情
我們的生命根本沒有意義。
小小的鵝卵石就是我們生命中的其他的事情
例如：工作，房子，車子等等東西。
至於那細沙子就是我們生命中的小事情
那些細微不重要的瑣事。
今天我的表演....
如果是一開始就先把細沙子灌滿美乃滋罐子

那就根本沒有空間好放入高爾夫球跟鵝卵石
同樣地，如果我是先倒鵝卵石
那也是會沒有空間好給高爾夫球。
我們的生命就是這樣的
如果你儘是把寶貴的時間花在細微的瑣事上
你就不可能有時間去處裡重要的事情。
所以，我們該多花時間去注意
那些會關係到我們快樂與幸福的事情
多跟我們的小孩一起
多去陪陪我們的父母、祖父母，多些時間給家人
多注意自己的身體健康
不要擔心家事做不完
不用擔心房子還沒粉刷
不要擔心花園還沒整理
我們會找到時間來做這些事情的
先多花些心思在那些重要的大事情上吧!!
生命只有一回
我們把事情的輕重緩急跟優先順序弄清楚
生命才會有意義
教授說到這裡
有個同學舉手了....
教授，那兩杯咖啡又代表著什麼呢？
『我很高興你問這個，』教授回答道
這兩杯咖啡就是要告訴我們
不管我們的美乃滋罐看起來是裝得多滿
我們總是可以有空間跟朋友一起享受杯咖的！


我們的一生似乎總是這麼的忙
有這麼多的事情要處裡
似乎是一天的 24 小時總是不夠用？
如果你還是這麼想的話
想想『一個美乃滋罐子跟兩杯咖啡』的故事吧。"

ßibi

*~隧道~*

心情像白雲 自在的飄
獨自坐在公園一角
任憑風衝進懷抱
十二點的鐘聲
傳遍了城市每條街道
期待擁抱 又害怕會被你知道
到底是要遠遠看你
還是靠近一點更好
我不確定 你是不是
我一直要找的主角
我用騙人的祈禱
騙自己我現在很好
和你在一起的每分每秒
就像走過 彩虹隧道
時間一分一秒
同一座城市相互尋找
獨自坐在公園一角
看著雨後的青草
十二點的鐘聲
傳遍了城市每條街道
有誰知道 我現在矛盾的心跳
到底是要遠遠看你
還是靠近一點更好
我不確定 你是不是
我一直要找的主角
我用騙人的祈禱
騙自己我已經看到
忐忑不安的背後是微笑
是我們的 彩虹隧道
幻想不停圍繞
它很美也很煎熬
我卻無法選擇 要或不要
到底是要遠遠看你
還是靠近一點更好
我不確定 你是不是
我夢中見過的主角
我用騙人的祈禱
騙自己你沒有看到
陽光底下我的心像羽毛
跟你飛過 彩虹隧道

ßibi

*~to the person who work hard~*

*~Fishing~*

Well~ i'm here again.. ;Phehe~ recently just spending my time watch "hot shot" while free.. and this weekend we heading to fishing. =.= as u guys know, i'm not a good fishermen, i even not dare to bait the small shrimp.. =X its looks so merciless..so i asked my friend to help me, hehe~ While waiting our bait to ate by fish, we just sit there having our peanut,rambutan~ XD damn nice sia... and the time is past super fast!! so our activities continue until around 7.xxpm.. :)actually plan to take the photo with my "first time" fish but i guess better dont.. its only a small small n kanasai fish.. haha~ will show u guys in the future if i baited mermaid~ ^^v.. Well.. life is just like fishing, need patient.. Even though u have a good fishing set, it isn't guarantee u can get a big fish. Either your bait is choose by the fish or not, 50:50 for ur bet.. Another manic monday again, sigh~ wish everything will be fine n smooth.. take care all my friend~!

ßibi

*~给大家的小语~*

最近发生在周边朋友的事,真的令我领悟了很多东西..大家都说傻子有福,其实这句话是没错的.. 我个人认为,知道太多事,不一定是好. 不知道,反而你不会把它放在心里,变成你永远的伤害..原来,谎话也可以被用于善良的一面?为了不让对方不受伤害,或者其实是为了为自己辩护而说.. 如果真的爱他/她,你真的会说出口吗? 不止这样,如果真的爱他/她,你会给自己有说善意谎言的机会吗?这不就正如大家公认的, "解释 = 掩饰"? :)我还给这个问题给纠缠很久,在想为何他/她要这样做,这样对我? 如果不是严重的事,那为何我们不以傻子的心态来面对呢? 宁愿被人骗得团团转,只要自己没做对不起对方的事就够啦~但我知道这可不是一件说来简单的事哦,需要慢慢磨炼,呵呵~时间不早了,走人~..

真心希望,家人(由其是妈咪),朋友们都健康快乐! :)你们是我这一深最大的财富哦~!

P/S:敬请留意,gona back to blog alot bullshit here, :P

ßibi 上
6/11/2008
12:17am

*~珍惜~*

无意间听见又一个朋友跟心爱的女人分开,心中突然涌现很多感觉...听说朋友伤心绝望到顶点,无法接受事实..难道所为的真爱,真的已经不存在了? 其实心中真的不好受..几乎从他背影可以看出当时的自己..如此失落,无助.. 甚至迷失自己, 找不到出路..缘分尽时,往往面对的就是残酷的事实.而时间和记忆,却是永远的折磨..还记得有个朋友对我说:"没关系,你可以找到更好的.." 我几乎每天在思考,对方是错过,还是自己没好好珍惜? 但一切都不在人的掌控之中吧,所以.... 当心爱的人还在身边,记得要好好珍惜在一起的时侯哦! :)朋友加油!我陪你一起走出黑暗!~

ßibi

*~安静了~*

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的

迷人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

ßibi

To all friends~*

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

ßibi

A post to all mummy in the world~*

Well, dont know why, today should be an happy day coz tomorrow will be a public holiday. :( While working, suddenly my mind flash back tons of many old memory that happened with mummy.. Plus, few weeks ago, while reviewing the friendster bulletin, accidentally found a words that we should thinks through : " We usually complaints what our parents cannot give us and etc but we never think that, is that we had been the son / daughther that our parents hopes to be?".. Suddenly, i felt so sorry for mummy,my heart is crying very badly.. Its reminded me how bad i'm.. Oweys fight back the msg she tried to pass to me, oweys think that i'm right.. felt very guilty also, while in love rejecting her most to go for dating,dont talk to her when she have many things to share with me..Oh my... i dont know how to continue anymore.. :(

I know theres many language error in this post, but i really hope to pass this msg to all my friends. Please n please take sometime and think about it.. DO we really accomplished our responsibility as a son / daughther? How many times did we not purposely hurted our parents? Isn't not too late if u make up ur mind and changed it!
Theres no 1 loves us like our parents do, thats true!

ßibi (Live with no regret, friends!)

*~NO title~*

The organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who
was In charge. Each organ took a turn to speak up:

Brain......... I should be in charge because I run all body functions.
Blood........ I should be in charge because I circulate oxygen for the
brain.
Stomach... I should be in charge because I process food to the brain.
Legs......... I should be in charge because I take the brain where it Wants
to go.
Eyes......... I should be in charge because I let the brain see where it's
going.
Asshole.....I should be in charge because I get rid of your waste.

All the other parts laughed so hard and this made the asshole very
mad. To prove his point, the asshole immediately slammed tightly closed and
Stayed that way for 6 days, refusing to rid the body of any waste
whatsoever.

Day 1 - Brain got a terrible headache and cried out for relief
Day 2 - Stomach got bloated and began to ache terribly
Day 3 - Legs got cramps and became unstable
Day 4 - Eyes became watery and vision became blurred
Day 5 - Blood became toxic and poisoned the body
Day 6 -The other organs agreed to let the asshole be in charge.

*MORAL OF THE STORY: NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, OR HOW IMPORTANT YOU
THINK YOU ARE, YOU WILL FIND THAT IT IS ALWAYS THE ASSHOLE THAT IS IN
CHARGE.*

ßibi

Wrong Number?

"Hello?"
"Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?"

"No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul."
After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul."
"Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now."

Brief Pause.. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do..
Put thephone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and
shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway."
"Okay Daddy, just a minute."

A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy."
"And what happened honey?"
"Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and
ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the
dresser and now she isn't moving at all!"
"Oh my God!!!

What about your Uncle Paul?"
"He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too... He was all scared and
he jumped out of the back window and into the swimming pool. But I guess
he didn't know that you took out the water last week to clean it. He hit
the bottom of the pool and I think he's dead." ***Long Pause***

***Longer Pause***

***Even Longer Pause***

Then Daddy says, "Swimming pool?

"Is this 486-5731?"

"No, this is 486-5713....."

Sorry, wrong number!!!!!!!!

:P

ßibi

*~翘翘板~*

Recently found a very special email, :) just in the purpose of sharing, enjoy ya, haha!

















Hope u guys wont be wat the last picture say! XD

ßibi

*~无题~*

来不及实现的诺言,是不是将变成慌言,即使自己没这种心态,却只能换来无奈和遗憾? :) 朋友们,珍惜眼前哦.. 别到了失去了才后悔~


ßibi~

I'm back!!

"Your are born as who you are not as what others want you to be".. :)hoo.. so long dint write blog, really so ps la.. The above words is dedicated to all my buddys and friends~! But not to encourage you guys to keep your bad habit and dont wana change it by say :" i'm borm as who i'm and etc".. :D went to miri past week and having a great time there, sorry for dint take photo to share with you guys because my phone dont have a good camera.. -__-~ Tomorrow gona start to work in new company, abit scare lei, but will try my best la. =X wish me best pls~

ßibi

*~一个人~*

隐隐感觉到
你紧张的心跳
伸手只牵到你的味道
没有人忘掉
没有人睡得着
没想到思念无法治疗
没有我的依靠
你走的方向会不会像逃
在你的心那一角
有没有听到
我每天衷心的祈祷
而我的坚强还剩多少
你让我回到一个人
没有你的另一个人
原来我有一部份
陷入你灵魂之深
你让我回到一个人
我怎能再爱得完整
没有你分我体温
风一吹特别冷
心更疼

ßibi~

*~生活在感恩的世界 ~*

生活在不平等的世界 心如如不动

感激伤害你的人

因为他磨练了你的心志

感激欺骗你的人

因为他增长了你的见识

感激鞭打你的人

因为他消除了你的业障

感激遗弃你的人

因为他教导了你应自立

感激伴倒你的人

因为他强化了你的能力

感激斥责你的人

因为他助长了你的定慧

感激所有使你坚定成就的人

ßibi~

~恋空~

Looking for touching love story? :) heres another story that touch my heart. Well, i guess many of girls should prepare ur tissue before watching, becoz the ending is abit sad. haha.. Heres the story line:

"Sky of Love or Koizora is adapted from an internet fiction which is popular among Japanese teenagers. The story of a highschool girl named Mika who falls in love with her classmate Hiroki. While their love becomes more intimate, Hiroki leaves her without telling the reason. Despairingly, Mika doesn't want to love anyone. Later, she meets a guy named Yu who attempts to make her happy. Mika opens her heart again and starts dating Yu. However, on the night of Christmas Eve, Mika discovers the reason why Hiroki is gone. "

Personally recommend to everyone.. =X but i dont know its a old or new movie, but its ok la.. THe story is really touch.. take a look if u guys got time ya. :)

The official website: http://koizora-movie.jp/index.html

U can watch online at : http://shisaki.co.nr (Select on "Sky of love") :P

ßibi~

Meaningful Words~

:)since my food post is stop, let me share with you guys some meaningful chinese words~ Its sent by email from my fren, i guess mayb many of you already read it but is ok.. Just for those haven see it k?

1. "沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人" - its really "MEAN" for those in love. When u guys stay longer and get well each others, you'll spot out the weaknes of your love. Please dont request ur love to be this and that.For Example, "You see, XXX's bf / gf is better than you, ppl are so caring & sweet". Its good to use as REFERENCE but not ask your love to change to the type you like to. You'll never know how much they sacrificed behind the sweetness you can see with your eyes. There are no perfect partner but two should tolerate each others. I always believe that love can cover all those weakness.. :)

2. "付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底,保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞" - Its really a hard decision in my opinion but i guess at least we should give ourself a chance right? "At least you have try your best, live with no regret"

3. "通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人" - haha~ i beg not so many ppl will gona agreed with it because quarrel were really annoyed us. But put it in another situation, actually its another communication method for couples to getting know each others better.

4. "有時候不是對方不在乎你,而是你把對方看得太重" - i'm totally agreed with it! Eventhough u think u can lock your love, but u cant lock he/she's heart. Mayb sometime should give some private space and time to each others? :) its only my own opinion k? Pls dont flame~

5. "冷漠,有時候並不是無情,只是一種避免被傷害的工具" - =X stand in centre for this point

6. "就算是believe中間也藏了一個lie" - haha, this is the most creative words i guess.. Mayb in the time we believing ppl, we should in the time try to protect ourself?

-____- cant continue liaw, lazy~ haha.. AND i'm using working time to update blog.. SOrry boss, i catch snake again.. XD~!

ßibi~

*~体温~*

没有你的天气是那么的寒冷
漫天厚厚的冰雪掩盖了这座城
感觉孤独就像是一根又一根利针
它毫不客气的扎得人心好疼
我轻轻的关上房间等你的门
随手敲醒了床上那盏睡著的灯
周围忧郁的空气有一种悲伤气氛
我坐在沈默的雾台上一直想著心里的人
寂寞变成了一种体温
陪我在子夜无梦的时分
没有你的黑夜有一点深
找不到可以拥抱的灵魂
想念变成了一种体温
燃烧在凌晨三点零五分
整个世界只有呼呼的风声
和一个只能跟空气说话的人
你怎么能够走得那样狠
让我的心从此孤单的很
我们的爱情也没有了体温

ßibi~

*EMO*

THeres a question surround in my mind for many days already.. I really cant think a better or can say suitable answer for it..

"海鸟跟鱼相遇，难道只是一场意外?" 2 are from different world..

Its really make me down. I realised, sometime human really cannot control whats gona happen on us... *EMO*~

Can anyone tell me a suitable answer? :(

ßibi~

Passed holiday...Back to normal life again... Today kinda down.. THe feeling JUST LIKE.. u climbed to the highest point and falling down.. Speechless~

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头承认自己会怕黑
我只求能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给
想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背
难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违

累不累睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背
有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美


ßibi~

A very "snake" saturday morning.. Yesterday already have no mood to work already, hehe~ Coz tonite we gona open "concert" at popwave, haha! It seem like my office collegue still have the "value" oh.. Got ppl bought donut for her, hahaha.. Snaps some photo..

Tada~ THe box of the donut..


Heres it comes~ haha.. not bad but i personally not very like as it is too sweet, omg.. i Rather choose kolomee between this.. TRUE!


Its noon now, gona go home, yeppi~! :D Thanks xiao chan for the 1/4 donut for each ya.. haha..

ßibi~

Muffin~ ^-^

Last nite went to ren jian cha fang there.. :) having a great time spent with "someone".. Secret lei.. Dont worry, i will post the picture of this "Someone" soon, hiak hiak~! Heres the hand-made muffin dedicated to bibi~!

Tada~ Its very very nice~! :D thanks ya so much, Muackss


Alright, have no time to bla, gona go out again, hehehe~ :D

ßibi~

Boys and Girls~

:)here some funny pictures between boys and girls... are u guys gona to agree with it? Take a look!

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No flame to girls ok? :) just felt very funny only.. Smile~

ßibi~

After Three~

:)last nite gathering with all previous q.s classmate, its really have fun and enjoy. The avenue selected is located near the padungan roundabout, the shop is so called "after three".. haha~! The shop is not bad just it is very near to the big longkang.. i bet if the weather is hot, it will be very smelly.. So i suggest u guys better dont sit outside, haha~

Heres the menu of the shop~ Did u guys realise, actually they put 2 "Tomato Kueh Tiaw" with different code inside the menu, -____-|| act is the same!! OMG.. swt~


Tada~ nothing special de tomato kueh tiaw.. =X my rating and comment is.. Not nice.. DOnt sue me.. i just telling the truth..


Heres my new gf guys! Miss watermelon,我的美人~ haha.. XDnot so sweet, so still ok la..


Well, we are while having our dinner and while talk about our recently works.. Talked about interview, and all the weird and bad habits of their company staff..The conclusion is.. We found that kuching construction field is really small, once your name is "bau", everyone will know it~! So.. better behave yourself, haha..

Where will we going out next? :P

ßibi~

Boring Post~

Finally get well after sick for few days. :) as i promised, let me show u guys the others milo i bought on that day. Not only that, when i wear in on this sunday, suddenly an ang mo come on my seat and talk with me.. Heres the conversation..

Ang Mo: Hello, can u tell me where u bought this shirt? Because my friend from Australia coming here saw many of you guys wearing it. Izzit posible to find it here or only can buy it at K.L?

Bibi: (Shocked for wat happen)after few seconds, answered: Erm.. Actually this kind of shirt is available in Kuching. Do u know where is travilion?

Ang Mo think a moment and replied: OH ya! Travilion, i know it!

Bibi: There was a outlet called "The Rock Shop"..

Ang Mo: OH~! Rock Shop, they have izzit? Ok Thanks...

So thats how our conversation ended and i continue to eat my Big mama size kolomee...

Tada~ :)does anyone have the same shirt as mine? :P


:)thats the shirt i wear on sunday~! Sorry for the bad quality image..


Bibi in milo shirt~ :D ok or not?


Mummy Help me to take de.. kinda nerd.. -___-||


Some ppl say now not trend milo anymore? :D who cares~ i just wear what i like.. Lalalalalala~

ßibi~

I'M Sick~

SIck... Stomachache for 3 days including today.. WTF is happened to me??!! :( i'm quite angry right now.. I dont wan to sick, theres many things i wan to do on this weekend!!!! Pls... T__________T or something happend to my intestines just like wat the doc say yesterday.. GOD~ pls heal me... AMEN.. R.I.P bibi right now on blog..

ßibi~

Rakutei~

Well~ Today lunch time going to crown square. At first we plan to go causeway bay but unfortunenately it was too full, so we heading towards to eat japanese food at the end. I was first time to eat at Rakutei, quite nice the enviroment and the price is not so expensive. Since got boss treat us to eat, so no worries about $.. haha~! Plan to take the some picture of the corridor but it was too dark. P/S ah..=.="

The menu~opened it and u will be excited~:P


Heres my favourite juice~! watermelon, in chinese translate is 我的美人, means my beauty, haha~!


Side order sushi by my boss~ ^^" sorry for the bad quality image


Sotong~ =Xhigh Cholesterol wor~~ better dont eat too much ya


Lastly its my ramen~ hehe! Nice and big size! =.=full ah..


THANKS YOU, Mr lee~ XD... LUnch settled and snake writing blog~ =X!! haha!

ßibi~

Resign letter

Hahah~ Hows is my resign letter? XD

ßibi~

Shop Shop Shop~

Hmmm.. it seem like recently i have lots of food to be post on here, BUT its all "Thanks" to my home pc.. It is seriously sick again.. Sometime i do have a title to be write but at last when i was free, =.=i forget the topic again.. Well, today gona share here with you guys what i do this few days.. Hahaha~ On Sunday, i just went to shopping with mummy. Coz my short pant is in shortage status, so after having dinner we go to looked for it. UNFORTUNATELY, at the end i just able to find one set..

Tada~ =X nice or not? i'll wear it tonite... dont laugh if it is funny ya.. (Sorry for the bad quality image)


I guess i have no time to post others food i ate on sunday.. Coz ah "ding" is waiting for me now. We gona heading to site now.. P/S boss, i catch snake to write blog again.. haha~!

ßibi~

Thanks All my Frens

17.08.1986~ a chubby white baby is borned in kuching~ :Ptats me~ this year celebrating had been pull to the day early before my birthday.. So the 1st gang that help me celebrate is my collegue~! We moved to popwave after finish our work at saturday~! Woo, and very unique is that another new collegue is same date as mine, so we celebrated together.. haha~ XDwe having a concert there and sing until 6pm.. i still wana to continue for second round but give up at the end.. :Pthen at a night going to having steamboat with another frens~

Tada~! 2 ppl share one cake~ ITs chocolate favour~! Quite nice! Thanks ya :P


Wee~ 2 pieces.. But i only manage to finish 1... haha~!


THANKS all my Friends~! :)My birthday wish will be world peace, friendship forever and all the best to all my friends!

ßibi~

THere are no such thing called Ugly~

Since i have no idea about what to post, let me introduce here with my hair styling item and brand. :) i guess tons of ppl will be more than what belongs to me..

Brought it yesterday at Guardian. Its called "Rubber". First time using it,:(not so nice for me as its making my hair oily and dont have strong hold for it. THe price is not so expensive, just around RM 22.xx only..


Ta second one, is called "Wax". I personally very like it although it was very dry and apply on your hair just like natural look. Somebody commented that it was too dry to be used. THe price is around Rm13.xx when guardian got promotion, haha~


THe next! "Nexon" brand called CLAY. Its very good smell and the properties is almost similar to the properties of Gatsby Wax. But the price will be hotter.. Its around Rm 39.90.. XD


Another one is Wax Spray, but i use it as Hair Spray, haha~ After setting up your hair then apply spray for it to stand longer.. ^^"


Actually all u can find it at Guardian! :)there will be no ugly boys/girls, its only depends on u guys! Common, hardworking on it and u can find another you!

ßibi~